Kesari

I am a very sad panda tonight... My mom called a few hours ago and asked to speak to Kelly. I handed over the phone and he left the room for a minute, then returned looking rather concerned. He sat me down and told me that my kitty Nellie died earlier tonight. It's not like I didn't see it coming; we've known for a long time now that she's getting old (she's nearly eighteen years old), and while I was home during Christmas, she was having a hard time walking, and in recent months she hasn't been eating or drinking very much. Just before I left to come back to Pullman, I picked her up and took her into my room to say my goodbyes, because I kn

Oh yeah, there's this thing called DeviantArt... I should probably update it... Unfortunately I haven't done much in the way of art in a long time. I recently replaced my old laptop with a fancy brand new Macbook, which I love in so many ways that it's probably not healthy. The only downside is that my old graphics program, Paint Shop Pro, only works for Windows. I tried to see if the company offered a version for Mac OS X, but in the years since I bought my copy of the program, the company has been bought out and now they only make some shit called Corel, which I downloaded a trial of and it SUCKED. My only other option was Adobe Photoshop.

I suppose I should have seen this one coming. He was getting up there in years, and he was pretty sick. But my cat Frank's death last Friday hit me really hard. Maybe it was because I came home that same afternoon from across the state for the start of my spring break vacation, and I missed him by just a few hours. Or maybe it's because my stepmom went ahead and sent him off to be cremated before she told anyone else, even my dad, that he had died, and then sobbed her cold little heart out as though she had even liked Frank to begin with. Losing Socks back in September was sad, but Frank and I had always had a special connection. I was easily